Please look at journal! It's beautiful and it made my day.

Everyone is ranting about it, so let me get it out of the way. The new look is slightly confusing, but I like it.

And as a random FYI/Question: I keep on trying to favorite things in my favorites. XD Does any one else do that?

Last night I was so bogged down with the fact that I'm trying to correct and prevent my friends' mistakes, I'm trying to protect everyone, I'm trying to keep calm about one of my grandmothers, I'm trying to not spazz out about another series of personal things, and you know what? I came to a beautiful realization.

I was reading my Bible verses like I always do before I go to bed. Well, I was thinking 'God, none of this, even my favorite verses don't make since. They aren't giving me hope.' The next verse I read completely calmed me.

I'll be honest, I started crying. I was so relieved that I didn't have to worry about those things. A very dear person to me said 'Every one gives themselves their own burdens. And that's ok.' And even though that's still quite true, so many of our burdens aren't needed.

For the first time in ages, I breathed in hope. I re-found the love of my life. My inner oxygen. And I just wanted to share my story with you all. I don't care if you are or aren't a Christian, that's not the point of this.

What I want you to know, is that you are a beautiful and wonderful person. I know some of the people who will be reading this and so I can say that without a doubt. For those that I don't know, all you have to do is ask. Hope is always there. Its like a flower breaking out from the snow. Hard to find, but a beautiful thing to behold. Remember when hard times come, to choose what you burden yourself with and to embrace hope and friendships filled with love.

My heartfelt thanks to those of you that read this. I hope that it brings you all encouragement in the days to come.


On another note....

Unless you missed my last journal entry, you don't need to read this part as it's mostly a reminder for myself.

Still working on a little 'guide' of my own, inspired by the wonderful works of so that will be coming soon-ish. XD

I've really been in the mood to not study for exams, and to instead work on stuff for DA and scholarships. XD

As for the mood-they have no 'erfect' mood option, and I love llamas, so, that's why my mood is LLAMA!!! SPREAD THE LLAMA LLOVE!!