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Wed Apr 1, 2009, 6:53 PM
I have many people to thank.
I would like to thank:

Rebecca for being her wonderful self, and for doing what is right, and for standing up for herself, and for taking such good care of me.

Sara for being such a smart, loving and loyal friend.

Caroline for being smart, for having the right reactions when I need them (I have no idea how you time it like that-but you just do now don't you?), and for being willing to share your advice.

Brenna for being so honest and real with me, and allowing me to be real and honest with you.

Holly for being so wonderfully you, and for being so loving, loyal and encouraging. Your prayers have gotten me through so much.

Zoklar for being honest through poetry, comments, and notes, and for letting me learn about you and letting me learn about myself at the same time.
I have become more human thanks to you all.

I have gone through hell for the past two weeks, and I'm still suffering a good bit. The Joker has been known to say that one bad day can make a person go crazy. And he's right in a way. But I have been so incredibly blessed by you all. You have kept me human, and real.

I was reading over my poetry, and I saw that I've gone from a pained, self centered, and terrified girl, into a human, caring and helpful human who can think outside of herself. If I can ever repay you, know that I'm here for you. You have made me human, and have kept me sane when I needed it most.

To be human is not to be a person. To be human is to breathe, love and live. And you all have taught me that. I owe you so much, and I love you all to death. If you ever need me, know that humans like you could never be a burden to me.

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Friends:
(Lolly-chan! R-chan! I AM going to make you two an avvie!!)
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  • Mood: Caring
  • Listening to: nothing
  • Reading: an amazing DC comic book-DC 4 DA WIN!!
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: KingdomHearts (1 and 2)
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing

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No problem. If my confused rambling and random searching can help, then I'm glad.

These past 2 weeks (or was it only 1?) have been hell as well for me, I just feel so blah.

I was reading over my poetry, and I saw that I've gone from a pained, self centered, and overdramatic boy to someone who is at least aware and willing to change who he is, but still tragically flawed. So maybe still overdramatic too. At any rate, more aware of my faults. Still flawed though.

--
Let me do what I want to do with you
Let me tie you down pick you up and
Flip you all around
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:hug:

Well, at least we both know we aren't' alone in our suffering.

I think that poetry is a beautiful way to showcase one's growth. It will take time to change. I know that I'm having relapses of being the 'old me'-old habits die hard-but I believe that if we're willing, we can change for the better with some effort.

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I believe in Jesus Christ as my Savior.

If an atheist is seeing the anger flowing from the pages and is disturbed by it, you're probably doing it wrong.

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